Thursday, September 16, 2010

True Feelings and Other Contemplations

Just a random comment before I start on my newest self-confession.. wait.. did I say self-confession? Oh well.. not like anyone reads these anyways.. '-.-

Ah, right, the comment.. I think the Title of this post could be a Title for a book. :) Anyways, onto my "self-confession"..

Coming to the realization that I am going to be married by year's end, am going to finish high school after four of what I can only describe as unfortunately dreadful years, and then entering into full-time military service, to provide for both myself and my family - not to mention beating this moth to death on an LCD screen... - seemed to have done something to me.. and, I apologize in advance for what seems to be a hastily and not so well put together article, but, it is what I am producing on impulse and without hesitation, which, I have learned, is when I type and learn the best.. now.. onwards with the article.. after much unneeded filler text... what exactly has this done to me, though..?

I wish I knew, I really do. :p

It has most certainly changed me, although, not moreso than any other life-changing experience can or will..

..that's not to say that having a child can ever been rivaled by something as petty as a job promotion, however... that is simply a petty matter of misappropriation of priorities, and shall be discussed later, when I have the inkling and the time.. for now.. just know that it is a simple comparison and shall, for the purposes of this article, be treated as such..

..for those few remaining readers, I applaud your interest in such a misaligned article.. such a jumbled mess couldn't seemingly be even considered an article by most, yet, by you, it is.. quite.. in any case, we shall proceed..

Where was I..? Oh, right, life-changing stuff... hrm... not really all that sure where I should continue with this... normally I would say something "inspirational"... however, on one occasion, I said that I was truly tired, and was going to lie down... unfortunately, I am in quite a predicament, as I am veering from both the usual and unusual routines.. but.. for the sake of my unusual argument, I suppose that I shall do both..

Go live your life, or some such thing.. oh, and, be sure to tell me that this article sucks, and flame me... those always get the most man-points for being a big, cool kid with a keyboard and an Internet connection... for those of you like me.. the oh so very few... I bid you a fair ado... so long, farewell, until we meet again... :)

Monday, July 19, 2010

Era of Darkness: Preview!

This is a quick preview of some of the things to come in the official "re-"release of your favorite game, and mine: Era of Darkness.

As always our normal link is: http://www.eraofdarkness.net/, our secure SSL link is https://www.eraofdarkness.net/ The two new links are the normal mobile version: http://m.eraofdarkness.net/ and the secure SSL mobile: https://m.eraofdarkness.net/

Please note that these are currently under development, and will be available on a per-basis notice; as such, they are subject to availability without advance notice. Thank you for your understanding.



Other major changes include:

There are now two major "factions" ruling the world, one being The Organization, the other is, of course, The Resistance. These two factions are further split into six nations, each with their own advantages:

The Organization: "One centralized world order."

German Empire: "Use your blitkerig to destroy your enemy!"

15% Attack


Japanese Empire, Italian Empire


The Resistance: "Resist the tyranny of the many for the liberation of the individual."

United States of America, United Kingdom, Russian Federation

Saturday, July 10, 2010

I'm back!

Just a quick post to let everyone know that I am officially restoring my Blogger/Blogspot, and will be posting on it, when time permits, about topics arousing my interest; those could include, but, of course, are not limited to: politics, religion, romance/relationships, games, education, health, the Internet, deep thinking/philosophy, and much, much more.

Feel free to read as much or as little of any/none of them, and, if you feel so obliged, comment on them.

More to come in the near future.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Random Questions To Ask A Girl

1. What's your name?

2. Who's your daddy?

3. Is he rich like me?

4. What's the frequency, Kenneth?

5. How can I convince you it's me I don't like?

6. How long?

7. How long must we sing this song?

8. How long?

9. How does it feel like to wake up in the sun?

10. How does it feel like to shine on everyone?

11. Who's going to throw the very first stone?

12. Who's going to reset the bone?

13. All the lonely people: where do they all come from?

14. All the lonely people: where do they all belong?

15. When you sleep, where do your fingers go?

16. What do your fingers know?

17. What do your fingers show?

18. Is this love, or should I close the door?

19. How do you afford your rock-and-roll lifestyle?

20. Can't you hear those cavalry drums?

21. Ain't it hard, ain't it hard to want somebody who doesn't want you?

22. Hello, hello, hello, how low?

23. Am I your fire?

24. What's cooler than bein' cool?

25. How you gonna win when you ain't right within?

26. How will I ever get to heaven now?

27. Am I too dumb to refine?

28. Why can't this crazy love be mine?

29. We talked all night, oh, but what the hell did we say?

30. Why wouldn't you waste the afterlife?

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Dear, You

You are the kids who never studied in school because you didn't need to, who made A's, B's, and C's because you were smart enough to coast through anything modern education had to throw at you. You conquered the system and you knew it. Why suck up to teachers when you're all going to be going to college or working soon anyway? Why focus on being popular when you won't see these people again after two or three years, right? Yeah, /b/, that's you. That's me, too. Life is good and easy, isn't it?



Well, it is, and that's the problem. To be satisfied with what is good is to never become what is great. You all know this.



Im talking to you as an individual. The kid sitting behind his computer screen right now, wasting his time on /b/ because it gives him a laugh, puts him in his comfort zone, and tells him that everything is going to be okay, that life is good and that he need not worry about following his dreams, whatever they may be, because he's got all he needs right here. The kid who is smarter and more motivated than all of his friends, but who hasn't yet stepped up to show them.



But he can change. It all begins with a decision, and all that decision takes is a little courage. /b/, you have it all but courage. It is the greatest virtue, because without it none of the other virtues can ever come to life. If a loving man does not have the courage to love, he will never love, and if a smart man never has the courage to reason, he will never do so. Whatever you are, /b/, the loving man, the smart man, the hateful man, the passionate man.. the aspiring musician, artist, politician, philosopher, supermodel.. all you need is courage, because you've already got everything else.



It takes strength to do these things, /b/, but the equation is simple, and the variables are there. All you need to do is utilize them. Emotional fitness, psychological strength.













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Obviously, directed towards /b/, but you get the point.

Monday, November 16, 2009

The Game

I just thought you should know. ;)

What?

Seriously, that's all this post was for.

"Church" of Scientology: DIE!

The Church of Scientology is rapidly becoming a condemned "religion", though I prefer the term "cult", "Nazi rebellion", "craze" or any of the very true yet very amusing variants thereof. You think we're scared of you? You are just a bunch of lowlifes with no past, no present, and no future. You try and explain everything away. You know what? I think maybe you people in part were responsible for 9/11. Try and prove me wrong! The whole lot of you are simply pathetic. Oh, and I know you're going to show this to all of your "friends", and I know it's going to be censored, which is why I'm posting wherever and whenever I can, to show everyone the truth. I'm a proud Anon, and I DARE you do to something about it.






Oh, by the way... look the the Labes... I think they're very appropriate. =]





P.S.: For all those wanting to get out, WE'RE HERE FOR YOU!

Saturday, November 07, 2009

Advanced Global Personality Test Results: Trait Snapshot

Stability results were high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic..




Orderliness results were high which suggests you are overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense too often of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.



Extraversion results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.



Trait Snapshot:





clean, organized, regular, self reliant, tough, positive, high self control, very good at saving money, dislikes chaos, resolute, realist, trusting, hard working, dislikes unpredictability, prefers a technical specialized career, not worrying, respects authority, enjoys leadership, finisher, normal, optimistic, controlling, prudent, modest, adventurous, does not like to be alone, intellectual, likes the unknown, very practical, high self esteem, assertive, perfectionist, busy, altruistic

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Twitter

@FiendKing04



Yes, believe it or not, I have it. So.. I can't wait to get on, explore the features, and be able to bash it and REALLY know what I'm bashing [on] for once. =]

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

To my lovely Catherine...

"The sound of the rain at midnight, and the songs the storms create, are quite likely the most beautiful sights ever seen by man, and endowed by his Creator."-Dennis Dodd (10/26/1992 - )




This is a quote based on real life experience. If you don't understand it's full meaning, then it's obviously not for you.

Monday, June 22, 2009

Just Gotta' Let This Out

"All My Life", by K-Ci & JoJo, off of the 1997 'Love Always' album; track 11.




What a great song, eh..? I just find it a shame that up until recently, I haven't been able to come to terms with my past... yea', I know, it seems like I write a lot of these "inspirational" posts, but never hold up my end. This time around, though, I can't just simply not do that. It just doesn't work that way anymore. I can't make a mistake and have it forgiven that easily. I know that... I've ALWAYS known that... so why am I just NOW doing something about it..? I don't know...



Eh... maybe I'll post something better later... maybe not. All I know for now is that all I can really do is take it - Me define "it?" You define "it." - one step at a time, one day at a time, one hour at a time...



I mean, I got a soon-to-be family in less than four months, no job, emotional problems - Well, for now they're fine, but less than two years ago? Pfft... - and we're living on welfare and what the grace of God provides us with... so... IDK... I guess I can't complain too much. It's not like we've lost our house, had all our utilities shut off, and had to stay with others... oops.. too much information? Oh, well. What's the worst it can do? Hurt my non-existant credit-score? What won't these days? Now that I've succeeded in getting off topic for a couple minutes, I think it's time I wrap this thing up...









You know, normally, this is about the time I'm supposed to say something inspirational, or something like that, but... to be honest... I'm tired.



I think I'll go sleep for a while.