As I head off to bed tonight - bed, not necessarily sleep - I have noticed something peculiar, and quite unusual... I am heading off tonight... extremely and almost, if not, completely and totally content... and that is not something that I - nor, I assume many others - have been afforded the luxury of in a VERY long time.
Maybe it's that my GF and I finally worked out our argument and are getting back together. Maybe it's that I am seeing my mother again after a year and a half. Maybe it's that November is finally starting to feel like November - weather-wise, I mean. I don't know if it is one, some, any, or none of these.
However, there is one thing that I can take pride in knowing for sure: Now that I can finally start to be content with what I have, I have the ability to move forward with my life, which is something that I had been struggling with recently.
I don't know.. maybe I'm just rambling on and on over nothing. Or maybe not. In any case.. it is now 04:25, and despite the fact that I do not have to go to school in the morning, 10 hours of sleep over a four day period is definitely not good personal upkeep.
So, I shall now sign off here... and I leave you all with this...
