"All My Life", by K-Ci & JoJo, off of the 1997 'Love Always' album; track 11.
What a great song, eh..? I just find it a shame that up until recently, I haven't been able to come to terms with my past... yea', I know, it seems like I write a lot of these "inspirational" posts, but never hold up my end. This time around, though, I can't just simply not do that. It just doesn't work that way anymore. I can't make a mistake and have it forgiven that easily. I know that... I've ALWAYS known that... so why am I just NOW doing something about it..? I don't know...
Eh... maybe I'll post something better later... maybe not. All I know for now is that all I can really do is take it - Me define "it?" You define "it." - one step at a time, one day at a time, one hour at a time...
I mean, I got a soon-to-be family in less than four months, no job, emotional problems - Well, for now they're fine, but less than two years ago? Pfft... - and we're living on welfare and what the grace of God provides us with... so... IDK... I guess I can't complain too much. It's not like we've lost our house, had all our utilities shut off, and had to stay with others... oops.. too much information? Oh, well. What's the worst it can do? Hurt my non-existant credit-score? What won't these days? Now that I've succeeded in getting off topic for a couple minutes, I think it's time I wrap this thing up...
You know, normally, this is about the time I'm supposed to say something inspirational, or something like that, but... to be honest... I'm tired.
I think I'll go sleep for a while.
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